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Whoever said that poly life is easy and slack should just do all my assignments.
Life is never easy.

Lately I've been feeling quite down, more of demoralised and disheartened actually. I feel as though I'm not good enough. Surrounded in a sea of talented and hardworking people, I'm sinking and drowning and nothing can save me. How do people even balance everything so effortlessly? It scares me but I'm not doing anything. Hopefully I will be able to pick myself up from this mess and become less lazy and more hardworking. 

hopefully