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Today I will never forget what my sister told me.
She was walking with dad when he asked about my job resignation.
He said I was very hardworking in what I do.
He said maybe if I had someone beside me (like a boyfriend?), I probably won't quit my job.
He said because nobody supported me that's why I quit so easily.

Oh Louie!

You don’t see me anymore

There's no spark in your eyes

When you look into mine

It’s true

That I’m no longer in your heart

Don’t you think about the days when we 
stayed up all night and held each other tight

It’s sad

That we don’t talk anymore

When I walk into the room

You exit through the door

Maybe its just the end

Maybe she’s better for you

I love you so

You’ll be better off with her

- - - negative - - -

Whoever said that poly life is easy and slack should just do all my assignments.
Life is never easy.

Lately I've been feeling quite down, more of demoralised and disheartened actually. I feel as though I'm not good enough. Surrounded in a sea of talented and hardworking people, I'm sinking and drowning and nothing can save me. How do people even balance everything so effortlessly? It scares me but I'm not doing anything. Hopefully I will be able to pick myself up from this mess and become less lazy and more hardworking. 

hopefully

Life of V

10am - 12pm Hitting the snooze button non-stop, checking my phone like it's the morning newspaper, fighting a force called gravity between my bed and me, preparing for work.
12pm - 1pm Walking really quickly to the mrt station, extremely warm weather making me perspire, standing under the big giant fan at the station (shiok), boarding the train and managing to get a seat, dreadful journey to work.
1pm - 10.30pm Briefing, work starts, changing deployments every one hour, unfixed break times, demanding customers, super nice customers who I can relate too, admiring at all the new arrivals, eating tori-q or chicken cutlet rice for break, chatting at the fitting room with my colleagues, sneakily eating sweets, greeting customers, hanging clothes, telling customers about promotions, taking sizes.
10.30pm - 12pm Alas work ended, hang out for a while, hugging and bro-fisting colleagues when going home, train back to marsiling.
12pm - 2pm Walking back alone on the dark and gloomy streets, home sweet home, freshen up, laze and eat supper, go to slumberland.

Repetitive cycle that I go through every five days a week, so sick.

Looking on the bright side, i'm off tomorrow!
Looking on the bright side of life, pay day is in 2 weeks time!

First and foremost

Hi! I'm officially starting my blog today. I will be posting basically everything and anything I find worthy of.